The Truth Hurts

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The truth is very painful, this my friend you see. When you told me the truth, you deeply hurt me. I'm sorry that you said it, and I'm sorry that I care. Cause I know the truth, you don't want to be there. I'm sorry I ever believed you, and I'm sorry I loved you. But at the point in time, that's all I wanted to do. I regret everything that happened, so badly I wish I could go back. Change the things that happened, and not love you, you hack. What did I do to deserve this? ..Something always goes wrong. But I'm just done, I'll be gone before too long. And then maybe you'll see, exactly what you did to me. I'm planning ahead now, writing my little goodbye. Telling you what's wrong, and trying not to cry. This is what it said ...."Dear Dad, I'm sorry I had to go. Just be glad, that you have something of me to show. Be glad I'm happy, not living in a life so crappy. Think about me whenever you can, make a stand. Tell everyone what you think and don't be afraid, you know you'll never be under-paid....To all my friends, I'm sorry it had to end. You never saw my pain, behind my red eyes. Life was just a game, and I was tired of my cries....and to the one I love, I'm happier up above. Please don't regret things, just stick with what life brings. Yes you hurt me, saying we could no longer be. Telling me what we had was just a lie, making me so hardly cry. Just remember this for me....I love you with all my heart. I'm sorry we have to be so far apart.".....and as it ended, I picked up the knife, and ended my life. Laying in a puddle of blood on the floor, my father slowly opened the door. Running to the phone calling 9-1-1. They came, and said nothing could be done. I was gone forever, never coming back...