You make me sick

I just cant stand you anymore
You make me sick down to my guts
Everything you say stings me
Burns like a million cuts

I hate the fact that I know you
I hate that we were once friends
Sometimes I hate you so much
That I begin to hate myself

It sounds so cruel I know
But I feel this everyday
Don't blame me, you're at fault
You caused me to feel this way

It sickens me to hear you talk
I can't even stand your face
I want to cut all ties with you
Your memories I wanna erase

This fake smile I portray
Slowly strangles me from within
And this hatred for you constantly
Crawls beneath my skin

I'm wondering why you're still around
This is not a choice, I dont need you to pick
I need you to just leave me alone
Because you make me really sick