What have you done?

I'm sorry for what I’ve done
I'm sorry for who I’ve been
I know I don't deserve you
Or anything I’ve seen

I've been the biggest idiot
Much bigger than before
I deserve a slap on the face
I deserve the door

I don't know why you follow
I don't know why you stay
I don't know why you come back
Not simply stay away

For this I’m truly grateful
I feel comprised to debt
I'm not the nicest person
Not giving the love i get

I would very much like to thank you
For everything you have done
I still don't understand you
But you are number One