Why?

Fantastic timing mother dear,
you start with me the moment i rise,
is it because I'm something,
that so you despise?

i can't get away from it,
your everything i don't need.
i fail at everything,
but even if i do good your glory i do plead

tasting the anger,
and knowing your near.
i wish i could get away,
why should a daughter live in fear?

playing on the fact,
you know i still love you.
you take it for granted,
and the return is few.

fcuking great way to start,
great time of my life.
the stresses of everything,
pulling at every string imaginable.

you know where i lie,
you know where i hide.
why do you so wish,
to put more strain?

everything is falling,
it's falling fast.
the friends are dwindling,
and family is past.

i wish i had succeeded,
and gone along too.