Eternal End

As i stare at my wrists, they shed the pain iv felt so long.

I want it all to end because ill never belong.

Death has a grip on me its even worse than i thought.

A blade in my hand and some blood on my hands is all Ive got.

This pain dresses me in an eternal flame.

I'm ready to begin a new life where its never the same.

I'm in a hell of torment and I'm trapped in a pit.

This life i have now is just turning to Sh**.

As i stare into your eyes, i see nothing but tears.

Ive caused you too much pain so no its end of my years.

These scars of the past will never heal.

Nothing will ever change the way i feel.

I just wanted you back yet you wouldn't come through.

I'm on an infinite track running for you.

Lesson this pain as these wounds continue on.

I need rid it all before I'm finally gone.

There is a madness within me that is ready to burst forth.

These scars on my wrists are the values of its worth.

If i had a chance i would of chose no life.

If did i wouldn't be in the corner with this knife.

So as i place this letter beside my blood soaked corpse.

remember all the pain i had and why my life was so warped.