As you clasp my wrists in one hand
And lower my head under the surface
A cool rush covers me
And I think to myself…
Is this happiness?
Caught up in a whirlwind of memories
When kids swam in these deep waters
Splashing and diving
Forgetting all sorrows
Who will find me?
Bloated and washed-out
Floating amamongs the reeds
And will they know that it was your hand that pushed me,
Under and over the edge?
A love affair with sin
Lavish in all its spsplendor|_I hope to find happiness
In the cold depths of the lake
But a deep blue sorrow fills my heart
As the water fills my lungs
