Moving on from you

You asked me where we were at in our relationship...
I told you I just wanted to be friends
You were upset and so you cried.
You poured your your heart out,
As if to show me that you cared.
You told me that you loved me
And that you always will.
I told you we would never work
With all this pain my heart stood still.
I sank into the dark depressed hole that was my life.
Wishing I could make us rite.
You blew it too many times i said
But I too will always love you.
I gave you a chance to prove to me that you loved me
Time after time you failed
Time after time you broke my heart
I cant take it anymore
You apologized asking what you could do to make it right...
I told you there was nothing
Because I found someone who was everything your not.
You said you would miss my laugh, the way my eyes caught the rays of the street light, the way that when i was scared i would always run to you, the way i smelled when i would run up to give you a hug.
I told you that i missed you and that i wish we could work.
But you cant push something that isn't supposed to be pushed
I'm sorry but I need to move on
You said one more thing before you left.
"No one will, or ever can love you as much as i do and will".
i said wow what a line
And with that you left me there
Alone again, with my heart broken to pieces over what i thought would be easy, but i guess its true what they say about never being able to stop loving your first love!

*** sorry guys i know its not good but i just had to get the conversation out of my head***