Amanda/jescelle

Pale white skin with strawberry gashes all over,
Her pain is unimaginable…
She loved him.
She talks to god and wonders what she can do,
Just to get him back again.
Maybe writing one of these poems…
She stares at the stars outside at night,
And nothing, nothing can compare to there beauty…
Nothing but him.
He is her everything.
Been in love for two years,
Don’t know how to let go,
Do you hear her screaming?
Of course not, she would never cause a fuss.
Same reason why she wont slit her wrists,
Too much of a mess.
No one to hold her,
No one she wants anyway.
All she wants is him,
All she needs is him.
Crying with all her might,
Her world is turned upside down
Then right side up.
He loves her,
He loves her not.
He needs her,
But cannot be with her.
Its so hard not to blame him for everything,
Everything hes put her through.
New loves,
New likes,
New ways of thinking.
Is this just a dream?
she hopes so.
But for now shes got to go to work,
And become comfortably numb…

I know this is crappy but I just wanted to show my friend Amanda that I understand what shes going through and to tell her I love her