Left out

As i stand
listening to them talk
my past decisions
not letting me join in
another silent tear
streaming down my face
as they plan
the biggest thing
without me
i thought they were my friends
the ones i love the most
but all they r doin to me
is makin my heart drop
i feel left out
no one there to comfort me
i cant stand the pain
the heartache in mind
so i sit and take my time
till a real friend came along
told me that it was stupid
and i felt much better
knowing at least one person
is just like me