All this pain

As I sit,
On the cold gym floor;
All the pain,
I can take no more.

I grab my bag,
And take out my friend;
That will bring this pain,
To an end.

A moment paused,
And in my mind;
Thoughts are racing,
For happy times.

Now I know,
There's no such thing;
Down my face,
Tears are pouring.

I take the blade,
And cut my wrists;
To cut this deep,
Was my only wish.

As I sit,
On the cold gym floor;
All this pain,
I will take no more.