I hate this ..

It's getting darker and colder.
The moonlight is fading through the Gray clouds.
His shadows are everywhere..
on the ground, in front of my eyes and deep inside my mind.

i wish that earth would swallow me , i don't want to exist
i hate this ...

Now it's getting harder and closer.
My lies won't help me anymore.
He know everything, he know the truth.
i was a sinner and now I am shameful .

i wish he would forgive me , i don't want to live
i hate this ...

-- Drink my blood, take my soul, just don't say a word
... Keep the silence.. Keep the silence
I'd give you anything, change me
i hate this