I often lay for hours awake in my bed,
I try to sleep but theres too much going through my head.
I'm not the type that enjoys being by my self but somehow i am all though,
I get the feeling of emptiness...which i have ignored and fought.
I feel so lost,
yet I'm already found.
I feel like I'm floating yet I'm completely ground.
These tears keep coming and i dint understand why.
I continuously wipe my eyes as i try not to cry.
It's sad to know that the only reason i live might be a lie,
Its scary to know that its so easy to just give up and die......
