The Days Pass

At night, when i sleep, i fell alone, so i weep

when I'm afraid, and i feel cold, i look around, no one to hold

i hope, dream of happy thoughts, when i wake up, i feel like i am shot

when i take a shower, i let the water soak, thinking about my life, wondering if its a joke

when i sit in my room, when i am alone, i look at my veins, wondering if anyone is home

i lock my door, lay on my bed, think about stuff, the things i have said

love will help me, i hope it will, but do i have love, i suddenly feel a chill

i look at the clock, move out the door, put on my mask, and smile once more

i past the crowd, my pain still in my mind, lost my head, which i cant find

i laugh and joke, putting on a show, because when i get home, is when nobody will know

that my pain is deep, more then what people think, questioning my sanity, my strength starts to shrink

when i look out the window, and i see the sky, thinking one day it will end, and i let out a sigh

after the class, wondering why, when will it end, another day gone by