Countless mistakes I've made
endless times I've been wrong
so many ways I've hurt others
so many times i didn't get along
So many times I've messed up
so many times I've failed
so many times I've been lost
so many times I've followed the wrong trails
So many times I've stumbled
and hoped i wouldn't fall
so many times I needed help
but never bothered to call
So many things I've done and now regret
so many things I just want to forget
So many times I've wished i wasn't me
so many times the mirror wasn't happy
So many times I wish things were new
so many times I've wished to be with you
So many times I've gained the blame
so many times, nothing feels the same
So many times thoughts run through my head
so many times I'd lay crying on my bed
So many times things seem to be because of me
so many times I wish I'd done things differently
So many times I wonder why these things occur
why things cause such strife
and I've found an answer
something called, life.