A Gift for You While Your Gone...

When you were gone and I knew I wasn't ever going to see your face
I had the hardest time convincing myself that I was not the one to blame.

Why after all promises made do you leave me in the worst possible way?
Out of all the people ever let near, you came closest brought me pleasure now pain

I wonder what the reasons were why you left, is it something you have come to regret?
But now it’s too late, all emotions to-wards you turned into emptiness and despair.

Interesting how the agony inside is desperately trying to make me forget,
And that I can’t sleep at night because of your face flickering in and out my head.

Maybe if I kill myself tonight I will see you again, or dare I not take my life in vain?
Would you be able to say hello with the memories of how you broke my heart that day.

Now that you are gone and I know for sure I won’t ever see you again,
Everywhere I turn is a reflection hiding the truth that we were never meant.

But once so often I will think of you, the love we might’ve shared.
And how at the end of it all I’m still alive;- saying “I love you” to your grave.