Someday

Without a place to call my own,
I have nowhere that I call home,
Living everywhere I could possibly go,
No one cares and nobody knows,

Hiding in the shadows of my own fears,
Hiding inside myself and curing my tears,
The knife guiding itself across my wrist,
Here are the things you may have missed,

When you aren't looking, I cry,
Sometimes I cry myself to sleep at night,
Wishing the day would come when I would die,
So many times, I've thought of suicide,

Still living and breathing, with nothing left,
I try and try to do my best,
It's worthless when you have no reason to live,
It's worthless when you have nothing left to give,

When your heart aches,
And every day your heart breaks,
He's all you had and now he's gone.
You never expect the pain to last this long,

Hugging yourself and wanting to scream,
Wishing you'd wake up and this would be a dream,
Blood stains all over the place,
I'm looking for a friendly face,

People I once thought I knew, fade,
And all the happiness I had, has decayed,
Frightened of myself,
I have no one else,

He took my heart and won't give it back,
I'm not quite sure how to react,
My love has been stolen away,
I might get it back- someday.