So Cold

I'm tired of feeling so out of place
i feel like i don't belong
because everything i always say
seems to be wrong

i just want to feel like I'm wanted
i just want them to see
why do they doubt me
when they know I'm gonna succeed

but that is the future
and this is now
all i can do is keep watching
as they put me down

if i was mean
i could be so cold
but thats just not me
so all of this they'll never know