They say the memories cure the hurt,
But from my veins, the blood still spurts,
My heart has been taken away,
And the sorrow is here to stay,
I want to move on and give up,
But I'm full of no-such-luck,
One thousand times I've cried,
But still I live with the lies,
The burdens of my tears,
Have followed me through the years,
Nobody sees the hiden pain,
No one sees the blood stains,
I try to forget, wishing it wasn't true,
But all I want- all I want is you,
Mistakes I've made, I can't forget,
Or at least I haven't yet,
I hide from you and from myself,
Wishing I had someone else,
Blood is all over the place,
And I look for a memorable face,
Though, all I want is your kiss,
And that sweet, tender bliss,
No longer, though, can I hold on to,
What I once thought of you,
I can't leave so still I stay,
Awaiting the day, I can walk away,
The day I say goodbye,
So many tears, will I cry,
If only you knew what I do not show,
And could see the things I don't want you to know,
Maybe that would change your mind,
But it is a story for another time,
Now all I want is for you to love me,
Because heart break is so painfully,
Tearing away the things that I thought once were,
And my life is such a spinning blur,
Maybe the only way to get you back,
Is the one way, I don't know how to act,
What you want is such a mystery,
And there's just things you can't make me be,
No matter how hard I try,
I think to me, you only lie,
I breathe, reluctantly,
Trying to find what once was me.
