Nothing Left To Gain...

I woke up this morning
And I couldn’t help but cry
After what happened last night
I really wanted to die

You were the one person
Who was always there for me
You helped me in countless ways
And made me all that I could be

And when I was upset
It was you that I would call
And when things just got to hard
You were there to catch my fall..

But once again I am alone
With no one by my side
And even though I’ve tried
This pain I cannot hide

I know that you’re upset
And I do feel really bad
And I'm really going to miss
The good times that we’ve had

You’re the reason that I smiled
And why I lived this life
But now that you’ve left me here
I should end this with a knife

I'm sorry to disappoint you
And for putting you through my pain
I put you in an awful position
With nothing left to gain…

..yea..really this sucks..
i dont know why im positing it...
.its a venting poem i guess..
i dont know vote and comment if you choose...