Suicide

I slice my arms
open and watch
the blood pour
out, while its slowly
drips to the floor
i grab a bottle of pills
open it up and dump
it in my throat, wash
them down with
alcohol, i sit there
writing letters saying
goodbye to all my
friends and family
the room starts to
spin my eyes start
getting really heavy
i know I'm fading fast
so i lay down and wait
to go the room goes
black i can't see a thing
now while laying there i
start to cry i have gone
totally numb, can't move
i know i have gone
I'm laying in bed dead
in a puddle of blood

i don't think this is good
but it's just how i feel i hope i
didn't waste your time