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The blank expression on her face
as she decides to take her life
she reached for the razor and blade
and dragged it all the way down

she listened very closely
of her parents down stairs
they were still arguing
no one to stop her now

she took out her notebook
and slowly wrote goodbye
now people would see
all the pain locked without a key

no one really noticed the pain
for it was hidden behind a smile
no one would ever know
that there wouldn't be a tomorrow

no one could ever understand
that she shouldn't be alone
no one could ever tried to save her
show that she does matter

so relies on her razor blade
cause she simply cant trust
she made the mistake once
and walked out with a broken heart

she will not do it again
she promised herself
tonight she'll make a promise
to kill herself

she wanted someone to know
that tonight she was going to die
but everyone let her go
telling her nothing but lies

she slowly lowers herself on the bed
her wrist slowly begins to shake
her cuts are gushing blood
her heart begins to break

If only someone stood by her side
maybe she wouldn't take her life
but her mom gets mad every time
so she relies only on a knife

* this is really crappy, but my mom found out about my cuts*