Why cant i let go of what happened to me, why cant i be happy again, I'm getting better grades again but then i throw up every night wondering why i get this way, before i go to school i pace around the house in a panic,i hear the voices inside of my crazy screwed up head and i see the man standing there and now i can feel him there, what is happening to me, hes not real i know hes not, please don't let this happen to me, i need to be here for all these people, if god can hear my screams and my prayers and my dreams and all my hopes hopefully I'll get another chance
