I'm dizzy
Is it the height?
No probably not
I look at you in the corner
You joke and laugh
You catch my eye
You look away
Why won't you look at me?
I go and sit by myself
Stare at the sun
She comes over to me
Whispers about you
About that other girl
I feel sick now
Then she pulls me by the window
Arms around me to take a picture
My smile is fake
I go and sit on the floor
I look out over the lake
I hug my knees
The lights on the road are on
They lead away
I want to go with them
Anywhere but here
You come by me and her in line
Your arm slips briefly around me
It's stiff and forced
Still, no eyes
Why won't you look at me?
Back down again
You run ahead
I look back up
and wonder
Why didn't I jump?
*ive never really done a stream of conciousness before, i hope its ok
