Left Out

Left out of everything thats been alone
told to stay at home
"make sure Lucy doesn't come!"
so there I am, all alone
watching time just waste away

feeling like s hit
why doesn't anyone care?

why would they care?
why would they respect?
why think of me when
even i try not to think
think of who i am and will be

always cutting my wrists
hoping one day i will fall from this world
before all my hope just wilters away!

Can't stop cutting
now is my chance
no one is home
LET ME LEAVE TOO
cutting deep
blood flow is strong and violent

leaving this world
leaving it with crimson dreams
and drowning in my crimson wounds!!!
Finally I am free
to be ho i wanna be

and me
i dun wanna be here
be alive
be me
i just wanna be gone

drowning in my crimson wounds!

(C) Lucy Green

*thank you for reading my poem, i know it is weird, but thanks anyway lol *