It's insane how you are
still imprinted in my soul
it's hard to believe you still walk so easily through my mind
you'll never understand
you'll never, ever know
how you've stuck into me
all the traces of your footprints in me
that you've left behind
you're stuck in the mud
where my thoughts have sunk
as much as you put me through
I wonder if unlike me
you're happy
I wonder if you're okay
I wonder if you think of me
I wonder if you'd even remember my name
I wonder if you'd expect me to be the same
are all my thoughts of you?
I see your face everyday
I can still feel the hotness of your skin
I can still feel you deep within
I think of you everyday
you won't go away
I wonder if you had even cared at all
I wonder what would happen to you if you were to fall
like I have
Is it easier without me?
do you think of me?
do you wonder if I'd ever forgive you?
do you miss me?
do you wonder how I am?
do you expect me to be the same?
you said you'd never hurt me
it your fault I bleed
you handed me the knife that cut up my world
and ripped it to pieces
this time I hope I can handle myself better around you
cause I can't hurt for you anymore
I need to be strong
cause I can't hold on
anymore
God, I hope this won't take long
how is it you can be okay?
how is it I'm the one who can't forget?
