I Hate It

I hate not being able to hold u,
i hate not seeing ur face.
i hate not having u around,
i feel so out of place.

i hate not being with u,
i hate being all alone.
i hate it we're not together,
and i hate it that ur gone.

i hate it that i lost u,
i hate it that we're thru.
i hate it that i cry so much,
i wish i didn't still love u.

i wish i could go back,
and make things right again.
fix up all the mistakes i made,
and the things i did back then.

i wish u would love me,
the way i still love u.
the way i always have,
and will forever true.