Fake

Why do I feel lonely,
When I'm standing in a crowd.
Why do I feel speechless,
When I'm screaming out real loud.

Why do I laugh,
When I didn't get the joke.
Why do I take a puff,
When I don't wanna smoke.

Why do I feel angry,
When I have a smile on my face,
Why do I feel emotional,
When my hearts empty an space.

Why do I put on a mask,
And hide what i feel inside.
Why do I put on this act,
When I wanna run away and hide.

Why am I so plastic,
Why do I pretend.
When deep down inside,
I just want my life to end.

Why do I cry at night,
And hide what I really feel.
Why do I have to be someone else,
Why can't I just be real.