It's still tearing me apart,
Though you wont know it,
Unless if I know,
You're reading these,
Everytime you sit,
At the computer searching,
So please,
Understand this,
Because you've said your bit,
I'm not going through this with ease,
Knowing what you did,
Knowing I couldn't add up,
To what he has,
You say your trying,
To say sorry to my face,
Well I don't want to hear,
About the race,
That I obviously lost,
I have nothing to fear,
I set the pace,
I know everything now,
How he came back,
Chucked me to the rear,
Empty bullet case,
To his rack,
His stack,
Of tricks,
That obviously I can't hack,
Don't try to tell me,
I feel cursed,
My third time,
The same reason,
How can I ever be?,
What you trying to prove?,
This is just making it worse,
Don't you see?,
Even if I come back,
I'll just hate what we had,
What you threw away,
For some guy I don't even know,
Silly me,
I should of known,
My bad,
I should of just left?,
The seeds that i sow,
Just seem to be jinxed,
Why should I feel sad?,
For someone who doesn't care,
Texting me two days after my mate,
The sorry's laid bare,
For all to see,
Maybe you'll get an idea,
Right now,
What it's like to be me.
