Suicidal Love

Complicated desires, are conquered by haunting nightmares

I only wish I knew how to help you, the one I love from hurting yourself

Now that we're back together I don't want to lose you again, but how can I stop someone who’s so motivated against them

You made me promise not to tell, but how the hell can I keep all of this information in?

I want t scream, cry, and appear weak so you'll help me and forget about your pain

When I was depressed, sad, and unwilling to go on you helped me through it all

The scars on my arms are a reminder to me of what I've been through

But now that you’re contemplating suicide it's bringing me to the point of losing all I've worked so hard to for

If I lost you there's not doubt in my mind I'd fall back in and droned inside

You’re my last breath of air, barely hanging on

Complicated desires, are conquered by haunting nightmares

I'm unwilling to let these nightmares win, so how can I save you from becoming lost again?