How do you listen to your mind,
without breaking your heart?
Why do you love,
if his love wasn't true from the start?
When will these tears stop from falling?
Why is it that i wake up at night,
and your name i am calling?
How come of all the pain that i feel,
all my thoughts lead back to you?
I'm tired of always asking these same questions,
over-and-over again.
I never get any answers,
not even from a friend.
I should've known that you were a fake,
and that it was my heart,
you decided to break.
I never thought i could feel this way,
I thought that by my side you would stay.
You said that things wouldn't change,
that you weren't like the others,
then how come it was her number you decided to exchange?
I can't do this anymore,
all this hiding, and sneaking around.
Because when you leave at night,
my heart falls to the ground.
It feels so right,
with you holding me tight.
So how come you couldn't feel the same?
Instead you go and act so lame!
I didn't think i knew how to let go,
I didn't think i knew how to keep
my emotions under control!
But that was then,
and this is now...
so leave me be,
because my heart is starting to heal....
somehow!
*Vanessa*
