Bad night

11 at night and the phone is ringing for me. my mom starts crying and I'm wondering why. she hands the phone to me and the voice tells me that my girl friend is dead. i drop the phone and fall to my knees. i wonder why this has to happen to me. a tear rolls down my cheek and i knew what i had to do. later that night i sit in my bed waiting for the pills to kick in. my mom comes in to check on me and sees the empty bottle in my hands. she looks at me and runs for the phone. by the time the paramedics get to my room I'm almost in a coma and waiting for the last muscle relaxer to kick in. i told my mom not to miss me i will see her soon. my life flashing before my eyes. then its gone...