Behind my eyes
Are my frozen tears
They lay entwined with feelings
Feelings that have never been unleashed
A simple song makes me cry
Like a lullaby; or a slow song
I'm to soft-hearted for my own good
I'm gentle, but unbreakable inside
Emotions shield my thoughts
Abuse me for using my heart
I feel so controlled
So helpless
I wanted to kill myself
But suicide is useless
I'm afraid of doing anything
I'm stuck in a place in time
The blade gently caresses my skin
It breaks through; leaving a dent
A scar, that shall stay forever
It means I'm depressed
Alone, afraid of the world itself
I feel like burning into ashes
And sometime times I just want to scream
Could you end my whole world?
Or is this just a dream?
