My friend

Laying on my bed
i cry myself to sleep
the only place i can
share the reasons that i weep

thinking back to when
there was a you and me
I'd give anything for another moment
when life was lived happily

but alone in the dark
i stare blankly at my wall
mascara running down my face
no sign of you at all

what made you leave me
all alone in life
why'd you walk out
and take with you my knife

my beloved
my only other friend
who, as you have
has brought me closer to the end

as i press it
hard onto my skin
i feel the relief
of pain released from within

pouring out of me
flowing like a river
combined with my blood
from a tiny sliver