Still there

I want to shout it from the rooftops
Yet I know my feelings must stay locked away
Always smiling, laughing with the others, my mask
Which will one day, crumble and fall away

Unanswered questions running through my mind
As I wonder about what I should do
Dreaming my dreams, I suppose I have nothing else
So alone with everyone else but you

Depression hunts me, And I cannot get away
Catching me, and dragging me up in this net of pain
Drenching myself, in love, worry and fear
When will I see your face, smiling again