I'm Dead

I took a dozen diet pills
i slit my wrist and bled
i hung myself with a rope
and now my life I'm dead

i took the gun from the closet
then i got high
i took so many drugs today
then died when i took a drive

i wondered in through the darkness
then jumped in the pool
left you here alone like you did me
now I'm smiling at you fool

i wrote a letter of suicide
the words smeared form the tears
i left this mind a long time ago
now again I'm dying from my fear

i cut my scars open
i starve myself and lie
all because of the pressure on me
its to much i want to die

i stole the money from your purse
i stole all the pills form you
i stole my own sanity form my mind
it sickens me knowing you knew

its the worlds fault I'm like this
wanting to die from the lies
so i tried again and again
only to have it fail each time

i took everything i heard seriously
what i didn't and what you hadn't said
its ok you don't have to worry about what other people think anymore
because thanks to you I'm dead