This is what I get for all the nights
I stayed up til 2am calming you down
Telling you how much I love you
While you through everything you can reach around
Upset because you made me cry
God, I can't take anymore of this
I start to cry because I hate seeing you mad
You continue to through your fists
I know you'd never touch me
You don't even like to make me cry
"Baby I love you so much"
-So then how can you tell me a lie?
"Give me another chance"
-I've never given so many chances in my life
He hangs up on me
Says he's looking for a knife
This is ridiculous
Did 'I' make him so crazy?
I didn't know he'd end up
So obsessed with me
I had to break it off
Even though I knew it'd get him more mad
He sobbed frantically and muttered
"I'm never going to forget what we had"
Was told the other day you're so messed up, and do drugs
And it'd all my fault because I left you
But only YOU can control
The things YOU do
Sorry I can't help you
You gotta learn to help yourself
And stop blaming your mistakes on me
I was just helping myself!!
