For an eternity I struggled suppressing my sense of giving,
An overflow of affections but never allowed to show the extent,
Gave only what was wanted, unused languished inside of me,
Sadly I became calloused, even giving less than required you see,
Desiring only returned affection albeit an inadequate uncaring amount,
Knowing that passion and affection were memories, now just fantasies,
An evil wind blew in ending this torture, a godsend or harbinger to come,
Lonely in solitude remembering how to give, as usual no one to love,
Taunted by lost senses venturing out to find a relationship, again to give,
Better to have never gone than to suffer repressing passions once again,
Resigned to the fact no woman wants my overflowing affections at all,
Diving into depression wanting to understand why I committed a crime,
Giving up months ago on love and used to the lonely pain, one more time,
Searching having no confidence, seeing her twice before I decide to try,
Feeling inadequate and not expecting an answer- behold she responds,
Meeting on Sunday afternoon, fearing the worst, oh god she was divine,
Fears of old leaving my body replaced by a rebirth of senses so sublime,
Both searching for each other not knowing that fate intervened this time,
We both cannot live without affection, touching, caring, passion, and love,
Breathless when seeing her, eyes twinkle as hers when she sees me,
A touch, an embrace, a passionate kiss bringing forth warm intoxication,
A relationship sparked by trust, openness and communicating with each other,
Everything I wanted to give and dreamed is returned twofold by her every day,
Rebirth of senses, passion brought forth by meeting you, loving you, Bonnie Kay.
