Never Felt This Low Before

Never hated you so much
never wanted to die this much
never thought you could be so cold
never felt this low before

never thought there was such a feeling
a feeling of hate, hate for me and hate for you
every ' joke ' you decide to say
every insult you throw my way
is just another scar
another scar on my already bleeding wrist

everytime you talk to me
i feel there is no choice
no choice but to laugh along
laugh at these hurtful insults
the insults that cut me deeper and deeper

you laugh as you look at my wrist
another smart insult slips from your lips
' another job by Lucy and she still can't do it right,
if you want to slit your wrist
make sure you F ucking die '

Thank you Tyrone your just nothing but help
now i understand
that nothing i do
will ever be right!!!!

(C) Lucy Green

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