Thoughts

I look at the people whom i used to be so close to

I wonder why i gave up And i wonder why that person whom was supposed to be my best friend gave up on me

Maybe this is just the way its supposed to be I sometimes say to myself

i picked myself up For that is what i promised

But depression took me over

And i could no longer keep myself together

Promises broke

Trust was betrayed

I went back and shamed myself once more

Then an angel I fell from long ago saved me from despair

She swore if i helped her....
She would help me

So we fought our lives and this black world together

Wounds healed

She's so strong I envy her sanity

My wounds tore open

Infected

With broken truth

And revealed secrets

And yet again I fell back down

So hard

I turned my back on what i knew well

Sympathy

I refused the help

With a perfect smile

I blocked myself from the world

I shall let no one in mine

For this is my place...

Where only I

Exist