Thank every one of my friends

I stare out the window and watch the clouds pass by
i feel the soft cold air against my face
i cant seem to move on, even though i try
my scars leave but my memories linger in the darkness of my mind
a voice in the back of my head says i should die
i ignore it and think of something else to ease my pain
the voice gets louder, shouting in my mind as i cry
i don't want to let go, i want to hold on to my friends
i yell this at the voice, and his voice is gone as i sigh
thank you my friends for caring so much
thanks to you i am able to fly
you carry me on when i feel like i fall
why did the voice tell me that, i wonder why
but it doesn't matter now because its gone, for now
but the words he said hurt, i wish they where a lie