In silence. . . .My deadly happiness

Sadness in my eyes
Brokenness in my heart
Tears roll down my cheeks
In silence. . .

I act so happy
Inside I'm dead
I want someone like you
Someone to make me true

I don't want to feel this sadness
My depression only grows
Soon it may overflow

I cut and slice
So dead inside
I think of you
And once again tears roll down my cheeks

My silent war I wage in my room
Every night the tears roll and blood shines
I need someone to wipe my eyes
Make all these lonely cries
Happiness

*please feel free to tell me how bad i did. . .comments please?*