What Really Gets Me Thinking.....

Just thinking about someone else
laying where i used to
gets me thinking

was he using me?

it hurts like hell to know
that she has been
the girl i used to be

maybe i was the one
who messed up

i cant believe what i heard
but i kinda had that vibe
but i thought i was being stupid

i thought he loved me
i guess what we had
meant absolutely nothing

it just hurts
to know the truth

i didn't want to know.
everything i know now
i didn't want to see
what me and him had
has now become
what those two share

it really gets me thinking
if i ever really mattered
or if i was just
the girl on the side lines
waiting to be replaced
by someone much better than me

it hurts to look back
at everything we shared
and realize it was all a lie
a misunderstanding

it really gets me thinking
why i was there
all those times
i thought i mattered

and now Ive been completely
replaced.

by someone much better
than myself

i cant believe it

shes so much better than me

i just didn't see it

it really gets me thinking