Falling in and out of this dream
Cant fight it cant push up stream
It hurts what do I do
Which door do I go through
I only seem to end up in the same place
I only get a blank look on your face
Answer me
Tell me what you see
Why do you stare
This isn’t fair
Open your mouth speak
What am I ugly am I a freak
Stop it please stop staring
I hate the glaring
You make me feel empty alone
Your cold your made of stone
Why do I fear you
What did you do
I’m supposed to be big and strong
But something went wrong
You left when I was eight
Are you filled with anger and hate
I’m bigger than you now
Tell me tell me now
Why do I fear what you have to say
You already brained washed Jay
Are you mad you couldn’t do it to me
Will I become you will it be
They tell me I followed in your path
They say I will become your wrath
Another you
What, what do I do
It has to happen because I’m the first born
I took your name I became the thorn
I took on your temper I took on your appearance
But I will never become you I wont give in
I will not let you win
The bible says honor your father
Well looks like I committed a sin
I ask god to forgive me for you are within
