Its not so easy
to be happy wasn’t made fore me
go ahead call me a freak cuz I cut my wrists.
Go ahead b-itch at me, add another twist.
Tell me to call up a friend at home,
when I want life to end and I’m alone.
Its not so easy when my friends don’t care.
to find help an escape, its rare.
Its not easy, and you don’t understand.
you wanna help you give me your hand.
But its placing the blade to my arm
your doing less helping and so much harm.
its so easy to fake a smile,
but I can only pretend for a while.