I will never forgive you

I'm sorry i hurt you,
And treated you wrong
I was never meant to fall,
I was supposed to be strong.

[But i still hurt you]

I'm sorry i lied to you,
It was just a mistake
Please forgive me for bleeding,
And acting so fake.

[I'm not really sorry]

I'm sorry i kept breathing,
What more can i do?
I didn't mean to make you cry,
Or mess around with you.

[I hope you drown in your tears]

I'm sorry i used you,
And strung you along.
I wasn't planning on joking,
Well, not for to long.

[She was just ... Not you]

I'm sorry you found out,
But we weren't meant to be.
After all I've done for us,
You just aren't right for me.

[You are nothing anymore]

I'm sorry for cheating you,
And putting you in pain.
Can we still be best friends?
Can't things just be the same?

[I realized i needed you]

"I will never forgive you,
And i will never need you."
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+This is completely crazy ... Okay so the bits in [ .. ] are what he wants to say to me but can't. Then the last bit in " .. " Is what i say after he comes crawling back. Go figure.+