I blame you *true story*

When i tried to hang myself you were in my mind saying your not loved you have no one to care for you. so i just sat there tying my shoelaces waiting for the right time. a hour later when i was done and everyone was asleep or when i thought everyone was asleep. i went out to my balcony and tied the end around my neck. i lowered myself down and hoped to god no one saw me. my dad came up to see if i was asleep. he saw the balcony door open and ran outside see me hanging he grabbed my knife and cut the rope. i landed on their bathroom balcony knocked out and barley breathing. i woke up in the German hospital wondering where i was. the nurse came in and started speeding with words i couldn't understand. all i herd out of there and what i understood was dont you ever do that again! i turned to my right and all my friends were there next to me and to my left my mom and dad. i hated them that day for saving me and not letting me die. so later that night i tried again. cause they were some of the voices inside my head

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