Another day

Another day goes drifting by, And I fear the coming weekend
Can't wait to get back to school in the morning
And get away from everything at home, in my head
But I see in the distance the holidays are dawning

A new cut, a new life from the one I used to have
Blood trickling down my arms, writing lines
Cold and bitter, tasting love so close
Living in a world of my own, in my mind

A look and a glance, a light pushing through the dark
Flickering and dying, like a candle snuffed by the wind
Memory fading away into nothing so quickly
Please forgive me once again, for I have sinned

Words under my breath, indistinguishable to you
Listen so closely no one can hear the words I say
Smile to myself as the cuts re open and gush
Waiting for suicide to finally take me away