Losing My Own Battle

by The Plain Truth   Apr 13, 2005


Every night I lay in tears,
Ashamed of what I’ve become,
Too tired to pick myself up,
And actually be someone.

But between the violent screams,
And the pitiful arguments,
I find I’m breaking up inside,
And living can’t be worth it.

Constantly shielding myself,
To the point of self-destruction,
I’m getting weak, falling again,
From the heartache and corruption.

This time it won’t be okay,
The pain’s made me lose hope,
And without that I am nothing,
No longer can I cope.

I’m losing this lonesome fight,
The one I’ve fought for years,
Getting tired of waking up,
Drowned out from last night’s tears.

So I’ll die a lonely battle,
Alone I’ll sit and rot,
Counting the days, ‘til honestly,
I will have been forgot.

But when you notice I am gone,
I have once final request,
I don’t want a funeral, just a tomb,
To engrave the words, “I tried my best.”

-Megan Schroeder 2005

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  • 19 years ago

    by The Plain Truth

    Aww, thank you so much, big brother. Even your comments are beautiful, but no comparison to your poems. Thank you for the pick-me-up, it means a lot. Stay strong always,

    Megan

  • 19 years ago

    by The Plain Truth

    Thank you so much, JL. Never will I give up. I have heard that before, but it never really sank in until now. I promise to find that one person, or recognize if I already have. Thank you, again.

    Stay Strong.

    Megan

  • 19 years ago

    by JL

    Dont give up there are ppl who care bout u trust me i felt the same way til i woke up in the ER.........u can make it remember "To the world u may be one person, but to that one person u may be the world"

  • 19 years ago

    by The Plain Truth

    Thank you, sweetie. You hang in there, too.

    Always, Megan.

  • 19 years ago

    by The Plain Truth

    Thank you, Andrea. Stay Strong.

    Megan