A black hole of pain,
nothing to lose nothing to gain.
Back to the tears,
endless fears.
Back to watching the blood,
Feeling emotions flood.
Back to being full of sorrow,
Back to dreading tomorrow.
Back to hell,
back to saying " oh well,"
Back to no one to care,
back to no one being there.
Back to being alone,
Back to being unknown.
Back to losing my heart,
back to being ripped apart.
Back to the overwhelming urge,
to make my blood splurge.
Back to gripping the knife,
wondering whether or not to take my life.
Back to needing to bleed,
the undying everlasting need.
Back to a wordless mutter,
back to being a cutter.
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