Confused

Confused, Left alone, as i struggle to breath
I now know that, I'm way out of my league

Shes amazing, an angel, more than i could say
Yet my heart grows weaker, every single day

I cant stand the sight, of her getting to close
To people that i know, To people that will boast

I cry inside, i Rip at my heart
But i know, its just me, and i don't know where to start

The anger inside swiftly grows and grows
right to the point, where i need to explode

Yet i hide all this anger, push it further away
But its starting to top up, And i don't think it will stay

I'm guessing from these times, and all the mistakes
That if it ends, its my fault, and ill be left with heart break

My heart aches with pain, It pumps with green blood
That green is of Envy, and this green is starting to flood

My brain will not help, my spirit locked within
No one can help, I'm not going to win

If i could be her conscious, id tell her right and wrong
If i could be her Spirit, id show her where she belongs

In the arms of a man, with short brown hair
With bright blue eyes, With a long, loving stare

I love you baby, more than i dare to say
But this anger kills me and it wont go away

I don't want to finish, or for this to be the end
I will try to make it better, Like day and night we will blend